| | Looking back to all these years, I think to myself "yeah, those were the days". To me it seems "those days" are just like any day I live by, but in reality they're not. My life to this day is runned by the guidelines I followed from the past, but it's not working for me. I'm a grown man now and I cannot handle the truth. Why is it that humans beings cannot realize the fatal consequences until later in the moment? The focus I once had in high school doesn't seem to work as well in college. Am I losing my desire to continue to chase my dreams? I don't want to repeat the mistakes of my past, I don't want to face obstacles that are impossible to break through, I don't want my life to be in control by someone else. I want to be myself.
Nothing is going to change for me at this moment. I'll continue that "normal" patterns I always go through life. I'll never get away from this white walls that enclose me in a sort of box called my room. The world changes around the room, but not me. Where do I fit? What can I do?
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