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Interests: drumming, marching band, music games, chicks :P, listening to variety of music, hanging out with friends, talking with friends, reading, surfing on the internet, find interesting things, anime, and other stuff that are spiffy to me
Expertise: Electronics, Computers, Drums and Drawing
Occupation: Senior....Student and Single.


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Member Since: 6/7/2006

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Grand!

When I finally installed my new Nvidia GeForce 8500 GT and put back my computer together, the power supply died on me. I came to the realization that the graphics card requires at least 350 watts or higher. My computer's power supply only puts out 300. Go figure....

In the mean time, I'll be using the family computer and my bro's laptop for normal computer usage. Both by the way sucks!


Monday, November 12, 2007

Mindless thinking

    My mind been wondering everywhere since I finish the first season of The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. It has many, many psychology, sociology, mythology, religion, and tons of references that make it such a great anime series. However, it does bring up a good point about my life the more I think about it. Has my life become a life of an ant, who works constantly only to appeal to its queen, not itself? The words I can describe my life only comes from two: dull and gray. Such strong words, yet I do not act upon them as I become even more grayer by the minutes. I feel this world is becoming worst as technology grows, in which human abilities die off, as humans become more dependent on technology to do our deeds. I wish I can alter reality in the blink of an eye as I imagine this world only through thought s of fantasy and science fiction. A child's dream. The dream to obtain magical powers; the dream to find creatures of writer's imagination; the dream to break the laws of physics and fly with swift movements through the air; the dream to meet aliens, espers, and time travelers; the dreams of people who want to escape from reality. Somewhere, anywhere, is a perfect place for me in a dream.

Maybe I'm going insane, but I have my reasons to act strangely. I feel lonely then ever, seeing every college girl having a boyfriend or different agendas than seeing a likeness into me. Homosexuality is not an option for me, nor Bi. I could be a dork for being shy in front of girls. That could be the reason why I never had a girlfriend....or not. I have feelings of wanting to be noticed, cared and loved that hasn't filled the void inside of me. I miss it since I moved from my old neighborhood in Fort Sheridan up here in Antioch. Maybe I should just life with it as I normally do, but may crack my heart in the end if no one cares...


Thursday, September 06, 2007

I love/hate college

    *yawns* Hey there. You might notice that I haven't been posting up lately, mostly due to college and the huge amount of homework I go through.

    Okay, I was lying about the "huge" amount of homework, but college feels like a slug on LSD. Time feels like it fluctuates in most lectures I have to go through. I official hate Precal. and all math related classes. It's always talk about numbers and nothing interesting except, numbers! I guess the only class that keeps my attention is Sociology. My teacher is a fanatic with Star Trek, especially William Shatner. He even has a girl's kiddy bag with the Star Trek: Enterprise on it, making the atmosphere "kiddish". You know you're going to be in for a good hour in his class because he is one of the most humorous teachers in the college I go to. He manages to fit in "get it?" phrases and makes fun of himself. Great teacher, period. Then, there's Chemistry and Engineering Graphics, which keeps the day dragging on. English Composition I is alright, but I sometimes have trouble on some writing assigngments, though the class has some interesting topics. I know what you have read seems a little unorganized, but you probably get the big picture by now. I love/hate college.  There's nothing much I can comment about it as I said before.



I do have something I really meant to post here:

CELL PICTURES!
Took me awhile to how to use MMS, but now I can send cell pics through MMS to my e-mail. Here's some pictures from my cell in the period of two years I have been using it.
looking down
Looking Down
icey ground
Icey Grass
four ways to smile on candy bottles
Fours Ways to Smile on a Candy Bottle
bonbon on a swing set
Bon Bon standing on a Swing Set
doughboy, meet blender
Doughboy, meet Blender!



And I saved the best for last...

I always find myself at this one group of vending machines, which is close to the exit where I go park my car. One day, I was getting a soft drink from this group vending machine, particular the one close to the trash cans and I notice this on the Warning Label:

vendingmachine
Vending Machine....ATTACK!

"Anti-Theft Device Prevents Obtaining Free Product" = Epic

And feel free to click on the images. They have more descriptions on how I obtain some of these pictures and how I feel about them.


Monday, August 27, 2007

Pulling my strings

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    My cell phone is getting pretty old, literally. The damn little phone has been with me for already 2 years. What's really nagging me with it is that some of the features are behind, making normal activities on the phone more of a hassle. Take e-mailing for instance: today, I want to send three of my pictures from my phone (because they're taking up space). I sent them to my yahoo account and I left my phone to do it's thing. After letting it do its thing, I check my e-mail to see if I recieve. I didn't see any e-mail sent from the cellphone, so I personally check the screen when it's sending the photos. This is what it came up:
DSCF0435Connection Failed
WTF?!?!>!>?@?!#$>!?%


Sunday, August 26, 2007

The week

    I guess I don't have many comments about this week, now that Fall classes has started. Its strange to walk in a local college, knowing there will be some familiar faces, but I didn't expect to see such a vast, unfamiliar setting that I normally see during summer. Dozen of faces that I can't remember, with the added problem of remembering people's name and face. That's just me, but I was startled to find someone who was waving for no apparent reason and calling my name. I couldn't recognize the face until she started to spoke. Pretty embarrassing.
    There are a couple of people that I miss and others that I dearly miss. There's even one who I wish she didn't moved. And there's one I wish she calls me more often and see how's life been with me. Jeez, it's abnormal have friends who are mostly the opposite sex of me. Go me...

I blown my "engine" and I'm tired in general. Got some homework to do and just go with the flow. I wonder where all this time and effort is leading to.

Peace out....*heads towards his bed*
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